Your kiss might kill me

toosexy @ 2005-06-21T13:32:00

2005-06-21T20:32:19Z

Help get SCENIC ATTRACTION to WARPED TOUR!!!! Battle of the bands finals on THURSDAY @ the Key Club for show dates during warped tour. CROWD SUPPORT will help them win.

TELL ALL YOUR FRIENDS!! It'll be fun!

serious as a heart attack

2005-01-16T05:21:25Z

if you haven't already...add it _extra and comment to be added.

alright kiddos.. do the deed.

--Ali

toosexy @ 2005-01-03T17:24:00

2005-01-04T01:26:56Z

Add 'undrgroundsecrt'.....its the new LJ.

<33 steph

toosexy @ 2005-01-01T16:20:00

2005-01-02T00:22:26Z

new year... new journal.

_extra

comment on that one to be added.

--Ali

toosexy @ 2004-12-23T21:30:00

2004-12-24T05:32:06Z

well, its been modified for you, so its all yours. have fun with LJ ali. IM OUT.
-S

So this is what December is like.. ahh the season of love haha yea right

2004-12-17T04:58:41Z

For some reason its ok that way and I am too.

Here I go.

<3. Ali

P.S. Winterbreak please be nice

And then it is that way

2004-12-09T03:27:07Z

For 3 or 4 years now the holidays havent felt like the holidays. I decided to have a bat mitzvah and we stopped "celebrating" christmas. At first i was happy, but now i actually miss it. I miss coming home to that pine smell, decorated house, and counting down till the 25th on our advent calendar things.. I miss waking up to the smell of turkey bacon every sunday and the sound of frank sinatras christmas albums. I miss going to haileys house every christmas morning after we opened our gifts. I love hanukah, but christmas seemed to make everyone so happy, it's just a different feeling that i get from christmas than hanukah. It's hard getting used to change, but i'm just now realizing what a huge difference christmas made in my familys' holiday spirit and how big of a part it played in this season, and i took that away from all of us. Nothing lasts forever.

I've decided that everyone should have a boyfriend or a girlfriend from november 25th till january 1st. I've also decided or realized that that's definitely not happening for me. Hmm maybe next year.

Happy Holidays everyone,

Ali <3

YOU'RE DEAD TO ME

2004-11-28T00:11:08Z

just say goodbye
and close the door
...
this world is cold

horoscope proved true again... if i have the strength

Hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving

--Ali

toosexy @ 2004-11-18T15:39:00

2004-11-18T23:55:27Z

I know its a little late, but here are pics from the Coheed & Cambria/ Underoath show...

The train ride there, we got annoyed by texan marines, and resorted to the camera...

And of course clothing...

---I had fun with you Gaelyn and I <3 you!!

toosexy @ 2004-11-17T08:55:00

2004-11-18T04:55:32Z

really weird and ironic things happen at random and unexpected times... and i do weird things (that sometimes i wish i didnt do)...life is definitely weird

...and this weekend will make that clear once more

Add cliche_tragedy_

it's gaelyns new livejournal.

pictures will come by the end of this weekend.. or monday

--Ali

toosexy @ 2004-11-11T17:29:00

2004-11-12T06:25:59Z

Merphh tissy fits

the smile

prank phone calls

MKA (wannabes)

our super cool scandelous motorcross outfits

--Ali

more to come

toosexy @ 2004-10-31T23:32:00

2004-11-01T07:33:18Z

October's over...and i want this to be the beginning.
--Ali
Beating Hearts BABY

toosexy @ 2004-10-26T20:05:00

2004-10-27T03:22:57Z

he brought me soup when i felt like shit. he brought it in a bag with my favorite animals on it. being told i look beautiful when im at my worst floods my eyes with tears...happy ones of course. looking up my name on google images and sending the pictures back and forth between jackie ali and myself made up for my being home alone all day. sadness and lonesome isnt even in the picture anymore. I have the BEST best friend i could ever ask for...and ive decided he deserves another chance because he can change and as jackie said....FUCK IT! aside from embarrasment..things seem to be coming together for me and my loved ones and i lOVE it. i hope i will see him this weekend because the butterflies are no longer from my sickness or in-completeness..if thats a word. im happy and i love it.

--never forgot the time you made me feel alive when death was on my mind, or when you held onto me when the world let me fallbehind; you were love to me rather than just a word, a friend was all you were and it changed my heart. you stood next to me through the storm, felt the wounds and kept me warm; something i had never seen before....and i thank you--

toosexy @ 2004-10-25T17:55:00

2004-10-26T00:44:04Z

I realized so much while I was in N.Y. I’ve always wanted to get so far away from my home and from California and the San Fernando valley (for college), but when I went to N.Y. I saw how different it is from here. It’s a completely different world. I know college is a long time away but in another sense it’s not. When I was there I saw how my friends have blindsided me to how unhappy I truly am. Or will be when I go to college. (Maybe I’m just speaking too soon, because I know me and I know how excited I’ll be to start new. Whatever there are pros and cons to everything.) I’m so much happier when I’m with my friends(which is scary) It’s not a new feeling; I know that surrounding yourself with people that make you happy is good… I just saw it differently this time. I need to make myself happy, and I honestly don’t know how anymore. I’m out of ideas. I felt the way that I did in the beginning and middle of last year, I felt like I couldn’t move. I was hurting on the inside, and so homesick…which is weird… this is all so contradictory, because I usually love getting away. I didn’t like how there was no green (and as weird as this sounds.. I appreciate nature a lot more) and everything was so rushed, but I know that’s where I want to go to college...because of what I want to do. I keep saying I didn’t like N.Y., but I did. I think it was just that... I know that’s where I want to spend part of my life, so I was so critical of it and freaked myself out. Basically, I know that I’m definitely a California girl(which sounds so cliche) and it’s going to be a big change leaving so much behind (obvious, right?) It’s all really hard to explain, and even when I told my friends at lunch… I felt like I was crazy and that they were probably thinking it too. Everything you ever said to me was so perfect… all I need is for someone to say those things and actually mean it…I seriously can’t wait for those feelings. Lately things haven’t been in my favor, according to my horoscope I have less than a week to make this happen…and I keep telling myself that everything happens in a matter of time... I’m still not getting anywhere. I cant believe how I feel about this whole situation… and how it went from a joke>>fantasy>>reality>>possibility?NO.. And now it’s pretty much back to a joke.

“Excuse you for barging in on me and my guitar.” (Great quote)

--Roger from RENT

--Ali

toosexy @ 2004-10-23T12:28:00

2004-10-23T16:33:32Z

So in New York it's 12:30
I stayed at my brother's apartment last night with all of his friends, didnt sleep, there's no point of even shutting the windows in New York cuz you can still hear absolutely everything going on outside. annoying as shit..my eyes hurt.
My mom grounded me from a day of shopping yesterday.. so that means power shopping today.
I'm going to see RENT today with the fam, we're like the only family in the world that hasnt seen it...because all we do is relax in Hawaii...definitely not complaining there.

One more week of October means one more week for my horoscope to be true...it's about time cupid starts working anyways.

Ok I miss everyone and cant wait to come home and see you guys.
--Ali

Thanks for that post steph, i miss you too.

toosexy @ 2004-10-20T20:47:00

2004-10-21T03:54:44Z

I miss ali already and its only been 5 hours and 38 minutes. I hope you have the BEST trip everrrrr and i love you soooosososooss much. thanks for being the best best friend!

<3 you, steph

I'm waiting for you so loosen the fuck up.

2004-10-17T21:54:20Z

Homecoming was a lot of fun. And my friends and I have completely got the hang of fucking things up.
We were at the dance for like 2.5 seconds, we should've stayed longer.. it's ok though cuz we definitely danced in the bus.
Today I woke up with a stomach full of regrets that I guess I shouldnt even worry about (some of them atleast).
Laughing about everything today was almost as much fun as last night.

It happened, and oddly enough I wish it didnt. Never thought I'd be saying that.

I'll post pictures later.

--Ali

i <3 males

2004-10-08T02:35:42Z

....We were all in love, and we all got hurt....

<<<<< In my heart its the 5 of us. 33333
I <3 YOU MALES.

<33333 S

hehe!!

2004-10-07T00:52:20Z

I don't have a picture to post but I am hacking onto your lj to post anyway!!
I miss you guys and Ali, you can always hack into my lj :) you have my permission.
call me later :)

btw, Ali and Steph are SEXY LADIES!!!

-hallie

toosexy @ 2004-10-05T16:45:00

2004-10-05T23:50:48Z

A lot of people ask 'why me?'...

I'm asking why NOT me?

i dont like the way a lot of things are going... what's even worse is that i feel guilty for it.

--Ali

I think i have ESPN or something

2004-10-03T06:44:19Z

week started off with shopping for homecoming wtih leah... of course we wandered away from the cause a bit.

...than a fun weekend with elyse included dress-up and SCARY make-overs.

...nigga please. <3 s

live, love, burn, die.

2004-09-29T22:35:18Z

.........leaving hope to overcome the fear of not returning

toosexy @ 2004-09-24T22:11:00

2004-09-25T05:25:00Z

WORST NIGHT OF MY ENTIRE LIFE.

IM LEAVING.

..............AND HOPEFULLY NEVER COMMING BACK!

toosexy @ 2004-09-21T22:06:00

2004-09-22T05:08:07Z

i filled my head with your voice, and now im drowning.
...love me if you dare.
<3 s

toosexy @ 2004-09-18T00:36:00

2004-09-18T07:37:12Z

This is hard. I dont understand anything and pretty much anyone except my friends, i guess thats why they're my friends. I dont like how half of the names in my phone book make me sick to my stomach. and then getting calls from those certain people confuse me. I hope things start shaping up, or speeding up, or slowing down or something like that...whatever we need. MALES. MALES. MALES. ILOVEYOUGUYS. --ali